Traces
mycroglia motions
written into maps
flesh and bone and sinew
strained stretched
nervous systems
body aches
systems structured
ruptured shamed
recovered
biological lineage
designed anew
what did they tell us as we grew
--------------that that auntie was known to take to her bed
as was your grandfather and his father before him
--------------did that uncle like to hit the bottle
like your cousin twice removed
--------------they were evicted
many years ago
--------------they were abused
everyone pretended not to know
--------------they had no children of their own
they took her babies from her
--------------they were imprisoned
their crime was otherness
can this knowing
tell us to carry onto generations
re-living of shame
ways of acknowledging pain
won’t repeat again
meanings made
revealing traces
feeling spaces
traces
here
the genetic linguistic me and
other strands
consequence and circumstance
comprising mine and others’
ancestry
the roots
the source
the how we came to be and who survived or not
decipher codes
connect the threads
in transit no known destination nation not known
BE is early matter
made itself of it
be of wind of sea of air of trees
be of directions all
then be none of it
be temporary be still be the image of yourself be within
traverse the elementals formed in stars
before we complicated things
drew borderlines
looked away
from sky and shore
shielded feet from earth cures.
forgotten
weight
is shared
the earth barefoot
is raw and reachable
flowing streams retrieving
on and on and on and on
rising up and out from bodies
marked
adorned with incident
skin is beacon
image capturing alchemy
a voice in layered reveal
does scribe get seen
bone
memorials
screaming
screaming
screaming
return
Simonides speaks out the mute poetry of painting
Ut Pictura poesis
as a painting so a poem
don’t tie and bind to frightened slumber
let this
be
a place to begin
to be in
belonging to
the longing tells us we are living
resonantly respirating
be
longing
and how will we speak of it
what words have we used over the years
to control
to subdue
illuminate
explain
sense
have these ways of saying
rewired
who dominates
submits
what language will we use in years to come
how will we tell the stories of how we came to be
who we will become
how we have changed
as we travel through time
and time travels reveal
our essence
our here and now
our traces
Interdisciplinary artist and expressive eco therapist.
Áilbhe makes interdisciplinary artworks as a process of inquiry and performative intervention.
She also facilitates within two strands of practice, Threads of Resilience and EarthWorks.
The work is an ongoing and interwoven nomadic research and installation series with thematic branches such as:
- The Throttle and the Mantle
- Toxicity Tides Trauma
- LandisLanguageisLand
- CIrcula Cyclica
- The ever Y day
- Cartographies
- turning our backs to the sea
EarthWorks@protonmail.com